metamorphosis

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1 month ago

fuck just tell me what you’re thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 month ago

i wish

that you weren’t so careful with yourself… so i would be the one to catch you when you slip up…

1 month ago

you see what you've done?

you’ve been a bitch, you’ve always been a bitch.

people have been nice to you, because that’s just your nature, you never do anything for anyone

you piss people off, your attitude towards everything is just so fucked up

you get me mad, but i’ll never say it to your face because i kinda like you

you’re kinda cool

you have your moments, but for the rest of the time you just bitch, and bitch, and bitch

why do i even bother, why do we even bother? you know why? because we’re not assholes..

what happened was your fault..

what happened with her was your fault.. you deceitful asshole, why do you have to talk shit behind her back? what did she really do to you? it’s just that you’re so full of yourself that you think of it this way, but it’s not even like that.

what happened with him was your fault.. you think he needs to grow up? you need to fucking grow up because that shit was your fault, why do you think he’s doesn’t wanna talk to you? because you piss him off, shit was over way before it was over, and now that i’ve heard both sides of the story, you were the one who fucked up.

i’m really disappointed in you…

1 month ago

so going over last night/this morning

i was thinking about posting up a blog post, because i’m a herb.

but there were so many thoughts about last night, i couldn’t think of anything i could focus this on, so…

here are just my thoughts.

i would have never thought i would be the one to experience that..

maybe this is leading to a greater disease..

it really sucks to be the one needing that shoulder..

why did everything have to happen all at once, in front of everyone?

it’s nice to know some people care about me, like really care..

but it also sucks that some people are really that selfish, like get the fuck over your own problems, like i have for you many time, and fucking help me out for once.

so what if i wasn’t able to answer, who the fuck are you to not even reply back? without a fucking sorry or anything? i really fucking needed someone besides who i already talked to, and thank you for not being there. really you helped me realize something..

lydia’s sister acacia is mad cute….

lydia’s sister chloe is my nigga……..

fear and pain mixed together lead to questioning everything about your mental state

i’m more of a mess than i knew

fuck this i’m happy

i also realized that i over-analyze things, i knew that before, but it was taken kinda far last night. it just added on to the shit

1 month ago

im stupid.

i guess its dumb of me to wish that youd read these.
its dumb of me to think that theres a little hope for us
its dumb of me to keep waiting that maybe that same feeling you had for me before would come back, and i’ll be there to actually catch it this time
maybe its dumb of me to even be waiting at all, but i’m sure i’m just setting myself for another trap, another set of obstacles
but i want to wait
im not going to say youre the best thing i’ve got, because thats obviously not true, and thats not how i feel
but youre the only thing i’d like to wait for
but then again i dont want to give myself false hope
theres always going to be the “but then again…”s in my life
im always going to question my actions, my intentions, my thoughts, my hopes, my dreams, my life in general
i wish youd just give me a little sign that theres some interest
and if you are giving signs make it a bit more obvious

and fuck he likes you now, now what do i do, because im not a dick.

i hate my situation.

1 month ago